"44. Caliber Love Letter"

Just sitting here, listening to some Alexisonfire, before my evening really takes off.  This week has already been crazy busy and it's just Tuesday, but good news is, in a few weeks, I'll have a break from the craziness and the crazies of this place. :-p  Don't get me wrong, I'll miss it - Hey, I'll even be around for a few months after, just not in the same way as a normal Undergrad would be, because I'll have already taken that step across the stage for Green.

I love sitting and thinking about the future and I how much I want everything to work out, just the way I've always envisioned it.  I want to try everything I love and make it work, successfully - And hey, that's not too big of a task, especially when you're willing to work as hard as it takes to prove to yourself, first, you deserve it.  That's what I'm going for, proving myself.

At times I get nervous or somewhat overzealous, with planning my life post commencement, but then I think - Heck, if I cannot do what I've always loved and wanted to do, and within each facet that I adore, then maybe I'm not prepared for anything and I should just give up.  With that, I always choose to correct my evil hatred filled mind, and focus on the possibility of doing great things, which lead me to dreaming about my future as a happier individual.  I love that!

The countdown continues, both for this evening and for the next four weeks, and with each word typed, whether it's music, class, work . . . I'm garnering towards this accomplishment.

Much Love and Dedication.

Peace Out, Dudes,

~Kyra C.

"Night/Day"

Sitting here, wondering how this is even possible - I already finished my homework for the week, meaning I really have nothing to do, besides study for these two Midterms and work on memorization . . . Weird. :-p  I'm always in that moment where I have so much to get done, and then I began getting so tired, I don't want to move, however I'm lacking in that lacking department . . .Yeah, makes no sense to me neither. LOL

Listening to Mae and rocking out, before I start reading "Orchid Thief" and begin studying, although I might just push that to my To-Do-List for tomorrow, which evidently is today.  Yeah, the transferal of time always sneaks up. :-p  Well, I've chilaxed long enough and it's basically 2:00am and I still have much to do and many hours to go, so I guess I'll get more motivated to find something to do, and just do it.

Well, take care and maybe I'll talk soon.  Definitely.

Much Love,

~Kyra C.